Q & A 97 – From S in Boston

“Assalamu alaykoum.wa rahmato Allah wa barakatuh Dear brother, I came across your page while I was researching about an issue ive been dealing with for years. I am well aware of the sihr/mass I have. Alhamdoulillah with Gods help I have been.treating myself by myself. I have reached a dead end now. I am uncapable of working and my relationships including the ones with my family have been ruined. My mom and my sister are not religious its very hard for me to control my anger n discomfort around them. I love them dearly n would like to fix this frim my end if its possible. Any person I encounter or get close to gets me paranoid and doubtful (no one is perfect but im the one with the problem). 4 yrs ago the problem was minor, failed relationships, family disputes, lost jobs…etc.. normal obstacles any normal human being entoures during the course of life. However, it all got out of control when I moved back to morocco my home country from the us in 2010. 3 months later, I lost so much weight so.quicly followed by skin disorders sever headaches and other scary symptoms ive never had before. I realized it was sihr..not being familiar with it all and not religious enough to tackle it correctly ive stumbled across couple of ppl who may or may not have been legit. The second lady I saw made me drink what I.think.was senna leaves or sedra for few days n that I believed saved my life. Came back.to usa, got a job n 2 yrs later all hell broke loose. Body pains, abdominal pain, foot pain, sexual dreams, water dreams, flying dreams, I.couldnt speak properly anymore, stuttering, forgetfulness, mood swings, loss of job, everything u could possibly think of. It all got so bad especially after my father passed. Fyi, when I seeked a raki during my first problem my father Rahimaho Allah accompanied me n started humming n acting weird when rokia was performed on me. The raki asked him to take my place n tried to.help him but it was too strong to.come out. Anyway, after that I went back again to morocco the problem persisted and caused me big issues with my famly which pushed me to leave n stay with strangers. Few months later, things got better got a job reunited with my sister here in usa. Keep in mind that for the 3 yrs I have been performing rokia on myself. It helps a lot to cope if not with ppl it helps me cope with myself and has kept me sane through it all. A brother in england helped me during ramadan because for the first time I suffered during this holly month and seeked help. He spoke to me on the phone and gave me some advices and instructions. Alhamdoulillah it helped a little. But now my anger is back. There are days I am not able to perform salat due to my state (physical.and mental) I just need guidance and support until rabbi SWT cures me. Thank you and may Allah protect you from any harm. Salam”   Submitted on Fri, Nov 29, 2013 at 4:25 PM

On Friday, November 29, 2013 11:36 PM – ruqyah.net wrote: