“some advice or few words of hope – It’s really crippled my life. It’s been years, can’t find an escape. This torment never stops. I have a strong feeling that this is from God because I’ve done a lot of evil stuff Now i can’t even pray or get closer to God because of this thing. It won’t let me do anything to get my life back. I’m so stuck here” Submitted on Sun, Mar 2, 2014 at 5:40 PM
On Sunday, March 2, 2014 10:11 PM – ruqyah.net wrote:
IB, while we still living, it is not too late to ask Allah swt to forgive you regardless what you’ve done. What you mean by “It won’t let me do anything to get my life back.” The following hadith insyaAllah will helps you or make you feel at ease. Wassalam
The following is based on a hadith from Sahih Bukhari Volume 4, Book 56, Number 676.
“There was a man who had heartlessly murdered ninety-nine people. Then, he felt remorse. He went to a learned man and told him about his past, explaining that he wished to repent, reform, and become a better person. “I wonder if Allah will pardon me?” he asked. For all his learning, the scholar was a man who had not been able to digest what he had learned. “You will not be pardoned;’ he said. “Then I may as well kill you, too,” said the other. And kill him he did.
He then found another worthy individual and told him that he had killed a hundred people. “I wonder,” he said, “whether Allah will pardon me if I repent?” Being a truly wise man, he replied, “Of course you will be pardoned; repent at once. I have just one piece of advice for you: avoid the company of wicked people and mix with good people, for bad company leads one into sin:”
The man expressed repentance and regret, weeping as he sincerely implored his Lord to pardon him. Then, turning his back on bad company, he set off to find a neighborhood where righteous people lived. On the way, his appointed hour arrived, and he died. The angels of punishment and of mercy both came to take away his soul. The angels of punishment said that as a sinful person he rightfully belonged to them, but the angels of mercy also claimed him, saying, “He repented and had resolved to become a good man. He was on his way to a place where righteous people live, but his appointed hour had come.” A great debate ensued, and Gabriel was sent as an arbitrator to settle this affair.
After hearing both sides he gave this verdict: “Measure the ground. If the spot where he died is closer to the good people, then he belongs to the angels of mercy, but if it is nearer to the wicked people, he will be given to the angels of punishment.” They measured the ground. Because the man had just set out, he was still closer to the wicked. But because he was sincere in his repentance, the Lord moved the spot where he lay and brought it to just outside the city of the good people. That penitent servant was handed over to the angels of merry.
Repentance is the most noble and beloved form of obedience in the eyes of Allah. He loves those who repent. Repentance has a status that no other form of worship has. This is why Allah is extremely happy when a servant repents just as a desert traveler may be happy when he finds his lost camel.”
“Except those who repent, have faith and do good deeds, for such people Allah will change their sins for good deeds. Certainly Allah is most forgiving and merciful.” (Qur’an 25:70)
On Monday, March 3, 2014 9:52 PM – IB wrote:
“In india
I’m looking forward to get ruqya treatment at irf (dr zakir naiks foundation)…possibly after few months
I’ve been diagnosed with demonic oppression/possession and black magic… I’ve been to many ‘healers’ but they weren’t proper raaqis..they did things which are off shariah… and i never got better..”
On Tuesday, March 4, 2014 12:11 AM – ruqyah.net wrote:
InsyaAllah when its time Allah swt will cure you. Never give up and never get tired asking Him (Allah swt). Don’t miss your daily prayers and its better if you can do the night prayer too. I make doa’ for all my patience – the past, present & future which include those who contacted me through my blog – all the time and insyaAllah will make doa’ for you too in a few weeks when my husband and I do our umroh. Wassalam
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